As the weather brings cooler climates, the leaves are starting to change color and my Hibiscus blossoms are beginning to die. I’m right back at the beginning. Not only is the weather calming down but so is the turbulence in my heart.
I have arrived at the season of forgiveness. Lee’s heart problems forced me to see that I don’t really want to live without him. I’ve learned that emotions change as quickly as the seasons. Over the course of a year my feelings have run the gamut from anger to fear to forgiveness. Although our marriage still needs some work, I realize I’m where God wants me, and, more importantly, where I want to be.